英语翻译

英语翻译
请帮帮忙翻译一下全文（尽量不要机器翻译的）：
time past,time present,time.
looking that when i left,i knew
we had had some good time
in the past,perfect early day.
since leaving i had enjoyed
a year without stress
could this be deemed a present perfect?
yet at present i am uneasy
not sleeping parpicipally well,
trying to cope with the future
with no intentions,no fixed plans,
without the will for immediate decisions
no certainties for even one year hence.
i am,you could say -- tense