In fact I have been deeply in love with you,this is not the result I want.You know not to know every time you say end or

In fact I have been deeply in love with you,this is not the result I want.You know not to know every time you say end or separate my in the mind have much sad?Maybe I should not fall in love with you,so I would not be so sad,sad,you know I have a family but you like or love me,sometimes I wish I had not married that it would be good!