求一首歌的名字第一句是 I hurt myself today to see if I still feel

求一首歌的名字第一句是 I hurt myself today to see if I still feel
后面是I focus on the pain the only thing that's real the needle tears a hole the old大概是这样的 听着是这个` 可能会有点错`是什么歌啊` 谁唱的?