英语翻译

英语翻译
Sometimes ,life can be kind like roller coaster ,it's like you going along,and everything seems so cool ,it's not like you looking down,but you not necessily looking up to see who is really in control.
When I was little ,I used to be so scared of roller coasters,but eventually you have to face your fears ,if you don't get on well,you will experience the emancipations.
就是这两句没看很懂：
--1--it's not like you looking down,but you not necessily looking up to see who is really in control.
--2--if you don't get on well,you will experience the emancipations.
先谢谢RAYSFIRE仔细听了一遍，的确是won't.
不过谁能解释一下什么叫：‘不是要你往下看，但你实在不必抬头去看谁是真正的操控者。
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